Issue 09 Reflections: Debbie Lee on ‘Black’
One of my friends describes my poetry as “emotive confessional”, so I tend to start writing from an emotional viewpoint. In all my writing I try to be emotionally honest, which I define as my own unfiltered reaction to a topic or situation.
Black is about my grandma, who died in 2009, and it references the same hospital where my father died in 1997. I knew it was going to be a colour-driven poem, because especially against white hospital walls, it often seems to me that other colours and emotions are splashed in reaction. This poem was part of my grief response and, overall, I found it cathartic to write. Despite the line “I don’t wish to write this”, I always work through grief’s stages by writing. That was essentially a comment on a diary entry at the time of her hospitalisation, that I just felt so angry at faith in “her God”, yet would find myself singing hymns from my childhood to her, as it was the communication strand she retained longest after the stroke.
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Debbie Lee has been a regular performer at Ballarat and Melbourne poetry gigs since 2010. Winner in May 2011 of Brunswick’s Muddy Rivers Slam. Key concerns include mental health, feminism, love and lust. She especially enjoys writing from ABC to XYZ in acrostic splendour.
Debbie’s poem ‘Black’ will be included in Issue 09 of page seventeen, to be launched at Watsonia Library on November 19. You know you want it. Yes you do.

